"Ehh. Poem. "Diligence""
Why should I..?
How could I..?

when did she die...?
when did she decide
it was the best thing
to do...to throw her life
away, like so much refuse,
on someone she had no feelings
for...on someone she didn't
even pretend to want...?
why did she decide...to burn
away her future...
to consign herself to a fate
worse than death, that of
a loveless life...
when did she close her eyes
to the truth, when did she
find her self no longer herself...
when did she realize
she'd been brainwashed...?

When did the girl I loved so much
die...?
why did she cast her life
into the hands of someone else...
and let him kill her...?
why did she accept a fate
she didn't ever want,
even though she had a choice...?
why did she talk herself
into believing her own lies...?
why did she choose the fate
that turned her life into dust,
all for a person she hated...?
why did she decide to
throw her life away...?

and why do I care anymore...?