A tribute to a faithfull friend

the last week I haven't been feeling so well
like my own personal hell
giving you up was the worst thing I've ever done
but now in the end I know that I won
at least now you work as you should
they have done more for you then I ever could
leaving you was my lifes greatest risk
but now I got you back, my beloved minidisk

finally got it back.. I can't belive I managed to live
listening to the old diskman for a week.

she is sitting right infront of me
the back of her head is all I can see
at the blackboard the teacher stands
but all I can see is his hands
cause this beautifull girl is blocking my view..
and I don't care

her blond hair smell so good
when she is not hiding it in her hood
she is the smartest girl I know
I don't know how..
and I don't care

when she looks at me I freez up
like my whole body just say stop
her voice is like music in my ears
but it stings like poison the words I hear..
and I don't care

I know we will never be
but someday someone will walk with me
hand in hand into the sunset
even though I don't know you yet..
then I will care

Jack
still looking for his Jill