Pale streaks of light taunt me
dancing above,like the glow of a warm candle.
having the sun above shine and not hidden in the dark,
is where i want to be.

Twisting my mind, corrupting, like a politician.
i struggle for sanity.
I cannot even tell what is sane and what is not.
I try not to think that, and focus on how to get to the sun.
i seek only admission.

Hopeful i wont become totally mad.
not to lose a reason ive worked so hard for,
and i must be quick for demons are hungry and will not wait.
In the dark guided by a simple crack in the earth
i dig for independence.
Fighting for a cause that i always should of have.

Not alone in the dark anymore i climb go to the surface.
only to be misguided by a false candle light.
Discouraged and still in the dark,
but not yet beaten i continue to search.
Maybe one day, i will find happiness,
happiness that cannot be purchased......
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