if i could decide for me
what an animal to be

assuming that an evil caster

casts a magic force formation
that implements the transformation

i wouldn't choose to be a mouse

i wouldnt be a blackbear, pawing
nor a camel, gnawing

but imagine me being a cat

a graceful feline
that would be fine

the palm of my hands
is where it lands
your money, your rings
and other bling-blings
i dont do it for fun
or because i can
i am a thug
now give me a hug

Its your purpose
you can't deny
It doesn't matter
if you scream or cry
Now get on your knees
work it hard
In this cruel world
it is your part
To sweep the room
There stands the broom 

My heart
you shredded,torn,clawed
to pieces
but still i can't stop loving

My dreams
you mashed,twisted,mutilated
to worse
but still i can't stop dream

My hope
you destroyed,negated,stopped dead
in its tracks
but still i can't stop hoping

My whole mind and body
tremble at the very thought of you
you define me
you deny me

but still i cant decide