Screams

There are voices in my head, 
They have always been there, 
Ever since birth, 
Something said, 
"Yes or No" 
something said,                       

And I listened, 
Because it's me, 
They're my voices in MY head, 
Are you listening to what I said ?                       

They scream and cry with me, 
The sing me the songs from MTV, 
And yet they are me,                       

My rage, 
My fear, 
My insanity,                       

They are me, 
Leashed to me, 
I keep them away from anyone, 
They gnaw at my mind, 
They scream to be let out, 
To have, 
Their fun,                       

The make different from everyone, 
You think maybe I'm normal, 
And maybe I am, 
But what's it to anyone,                       

They scream and call out, 
They want me to do without, 
One just wants to make friends, 
He laughs with them, 
On his creativity control high, 
He just likes to have fun, 
He's zaney for laughs, 
But him on display for fun, 
He won't mind like anyone,                       

One just wants to scream and shout, 
He calls me to do battle without, 
But the enemies he fights are within, 
So those blows only strike him, 
He calls up visions to dance with, 
A thousand years ago in the flames of rome, 
He had his fun, 
He was the only one,                       

The third in this little trio, 
His name is rage and he wants to feel, 
The hate and fear of his savage heart, 
As he makes it pound with control, 
He has mastered himself, 
Into a corner without help, 
He wants to hurt other people, 
Make them feel the pain he feels, 
I never let him out,                       

Dispite their screams and shouts, 
I hate to let them out, 
Don't let me fool you, 
There are more you yet to hear, 
But don't let that stop you, 
Burn me at the stake of society, 
Burn them out of me, 
Take away my pain in that bright light, 
Transcendental without the trouble, 
Death and Life in one bubble