"Pain"

It's the pain i feel again,
that throbbing that tears itself
through my veins
and erupts into that self-pity
in the depths of my heart.

It's the pulsing in my head
that comes to me so often
now that u've left me.

it's the dreams that haunt me
every moment i'm awake
that keep me hidden from myself.

it's the painful reminder
that i see etched on every wall,
every flat surface, every day
that makes me remember,
that it was u that killed my soul.