Kinda quickly written... haven't even reread it yet... don't mind if there's any glaring typos.
*HUGS*
"the last emotionless emotion"
i cut off
my comfort and
my love and
everything i needed
to keep emotionally alive
perhaps the child
hurts so bad
that she silently
wishes that she could die
stopped my caring
stopped my craving
everything i desired i pushed
as far away as i could
do what you don't want
restrict what you do want
perhaps the child
wants acceptance so badly,
she thinks the suffering
will make her good
and now i open my fingers
now i spread my arms
now i cry...
hold me
begging for the comfort i
pushed away in times
when i could have used it bad
but i lie broken,
and the audience is gone
perhaps the girl
stayed afraid too long
and when she opened her eyes
all her toys were gone
and in their place
was a hurt so profound
that when her angels took flight
she was left there,
earthbound.
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