"Feels like going away"

A quick note... i have return-id from my trip, alive and well, if not somewhat warped by the strangeness that is our ever loveable Iggy. ;) I'm also probably as grounded as grounded gets... so... if you don't hear from me much in the upcoming days -- No, i'm not dead, i'm just in my room reading. =) Now read, damn you. ;)
*HUGS*
"Feels like going away"
eyes close on a dim day
sky falls
and i push it away
everything is either heaven or pain
can't tell the difference
it's all the same
does it have to be so cold,
does it have to be so cold in my ireland?does it have to be so cold...
because i can remember warmer lands..

there and then gone
home and then here
back to sleeping wrong
and all the illogical fear
there and then gone
coulda fooled me,
that felt a lot like home
there and then gone
now once again scorned
and once again alone
there and then gone

tell me,
does it have to be so cold,
this cold seeping through my bones,
does it have to be so cold,
no, this ireland isn't my home,
does it have to be so cold,
does it have to be so cold,
does it have to be so cold in my ireland, for me?

and when can i go home..
when can i go home..
when can i go home..
to where i felt complete?
i'd walk,
but it's so cold,
i think i've lost my feet.

does it have to be so cold here, for me?

eyes close on a darker day
coming back to this place
feels like going away
when the pain dawns and the memories fade
yes, coming back to this place
feels like going away
does it have to be so cold,
does it have to be so cold in my ireland?
does it have to be so cold, this is not a home,
this is just a land of origin, does it have
to be so cold in my ireland?