“Hysteria”

Hasn't been a great day. Factually, it's been pretty horrid. Had to write some lines down before i go insane =P enjoy.
“Hysteria”
hysteria
i call me the names that no one else can
cuz i can see into my soul
liar,
dirty liar you’re going to get what was coming
remove your tears because there’s no pity here
the walls
are falling down around me i’m not stopping them
because i know this; i know i deserve this
burning
deep into my eyes cannot focus on anything blurred
by hate and tears and hate, and twitching anxiety
so i understand
now why you (that’d be i) tore the skin off of my bones
because really if you think about it i don’t deserve skin
hysteria
i know the truth under my sleepy eyelids i know what
no one else can call me these names i invoke
and if i am
late to school - forging notes - trying always to cover
broken, broken highschool tracks
maybe then i
can rationalize the destruction of my life, shreds of which
are wrapped around my bleeding, bleeding heart
no logic
beats within my sullen mind
anymore