"Can't See It"

Wrote this one awhile back (like a week or two). Procrastinating about posting it, etc, but feedback's been pleasant lately, so. Just remember, it could get worse than this, i COULD be posting Old Bad Radio, but I'm not, I'm sparing you all. ;) *HUGS*
"Can't See It"
i want to touch it but i can't see it,
i can't see it but i can feel it,
i can feel it and it hurts me,
but i can't see it, and i can't kill it
underneath the surface, something's hiding
some things are always hidden
i'll cut the skin away but i can never get within it
nothing is real but this feeling, and i can't see it
there's no truth but this lie, and i don't believe it
no meaning but this lacking longing, and i can't kill it
inside the void, i'm numb with feeling it
what did you bury in me, cruel one?
i know you planted this monster seed, clever one
what's this demon that longs to be free, sharp one?
why did you take the peace from me, cruel one?
something lies beneath the reality of this dream,
i t ' s a m i s s i n g p i e c e o f m e, cruel one!
and i can't break it free, you see, you see,
i can't see
can't make out the darkness, can't tell which part is missing
don't know the food to satiate the hunger, don't know the elixir to kill the disease
can't see the wound but i can feel it oozing,
i can feel it and it hurts me,
but i can't see it, and i can't kill it
underneath the surface, something's hiding
and some truths aren't meant to be known
as the lights get brighter, i get dimmer
i can't see it,
but it i see alone