Save me from myself.

I saw myself today...
I don't look right,
Displaced...
I am a shell on a beach shore...
The tide hasn't come,
To take me back,
Because I don't belong here...
I get dark,
And my soul lights on fire...
Friends turn to faceless enemies,
And the screaming,
That I yell,
Becomes haggared and I scream again...
Till I hurt and can breathe no more...
I am shady and quiet,
And loud and empty of light...

Where is this peace I hear of?
Where is my tranquility dammit?
Where is my real life,
Because I know I don't deserve this...

Someone save me from myself.

Please?