Poem - Ice queen

Oops, I messed up again,
I said something I shouldn’t
Or did something wrong,

I’m sorry I made you mad at me
I’m sorry I hurt your feelings
I never meant you hurt you

Yeah right now here’s the truth

I say what I say,
I do what I do,
I am who I am
I make no apologies for that,

But if I have to disgust you,
Or I have to annoy you
Just to get a response,
Just one little hint of emotion,
Or that I bothered you in some way
Then it’ll all be worthwhile.

I love with all my heart
I SHOW what I feel
I don’t stare blankly or act like it’s nothing
If you cut me do I not bleed?

But if I were to cut you
Would you bleed?
Would you even notice?
Or would you smile and kiss me
And say it’s ok.

I don’t want Ok; I want a sign that it bothers you
I want to get a rise out of you
I just want something
Anything that shows you’re not on autopilot.

If you love me, slap me when I do wrong,
Don’t just forgive me make me sorry
I Know you love me, you tell me all the time
But I feel blocked out by your impassiveness
You love no longer shows.

Will you shed a tear for me when I’m gone?
Or shrug as usual and walk away