These are four poems I've written since 11/30

These are four poems I've written since 11/30. No, nothing depressing in my life but they came to mind so I wrote them down. Feedback would be greatly appreciated.
Jaded Teardrops (of the Soul)

Drip, drop...
I think my heart just stopped,
I saw you walk away,
But saw the reaper come my way.

I ran and I cried,
Though no-one had died (except me),
I swear that I tried,
To keep you from going away.

I pulled away,
You pulled me near,
I saw you wipe away my (shallow) tears.

My heart is aching,
Your lips are lying,
Time's still moving,
But my soul is dying.

You left me cold,
My face is bare,
And only now is when I care.
I pushed too hard,
You pulled away,
I shot myself down,
But I'll die another day.

I hate myself,
But I love you dearly,
Your lips so sweet,
And your eyes so deeply,
Please come back,
I need you still,
Even though I've lost my will to.. Care

I still love you,
I'm still trying,
I can honestly say that I'm dying (without you).

But you don't care,
You don't love me,
You think you're so high above me,
You're too good,
And you're too perfect,
But you need a reality check.

I'm all alone,
The bed is cold,
My heart is old,
And you're nowhere near,
So all I have left is my.. jaded tears..



Lost Reminiscence

Watching and waiting,
Always debating,
Standing so near,
Standing so far (away),
I shed a tear,
I miss the light of day.

Opening my heart,
Opening my soul,
Both of which it was you that you stole.
Smashing my heart,
Smashing my soul,
Lost and confused,
With nowhere to go.

Wrapped in your arms,
I'm trapped in your grasp,
I'm gasping for breath.
Wrapped in your warmth,
I'm trapped by your coldness,
I'm choked by your kiss of death.

You're running away,
I'm running too,
You're running faster,
But I'm chasing after you.

I'm lost and I'm wailing,
My legs and my soul are trailing,
While my heart is flung against a wall,
And you can't even bother to call (me).

I hate you,
But I love you,
I need you,
But you scare me,
Like the blinding light,
And the fiercest storm,
You attack my being like a swarm (of bees).



Flaws

All my flaws,
All of my cares,
I stepped to the door,
And fell down the stairs (because of you).

You came into my life,
You opened the door,
You pissed on my heart,
And called me a whore.

Trickling down,
My stone-white face,
My blood-red tears,
Found their place,
Running down my endless cheeks,
Flowing over my skins minute peaks.

Down my neck,
That you choked so tight,
My wounds fade away,
As day turns into night.

Down my chest,
Over my breast,
It felt warm and soft,
Such as a sweet caress.

It permeated my skin,
Just as you had,
But I didn't love it,
Which is my greatest sin.

You took me for granted,
And I always complained,
Your views are so slanted,
And my clothes are blood-stained.

All of your flaws,
All of your cares,
You stepped to the door,
And you fell down the stairs (because of me).



Hooks

Cutting into me,
Turning slowly about,
The hooks are too deep,
I can't pull them out.

The hooks in me,
The traps that you set,
You played with my heart,
And said not to fret.

Running through me,
Piercing my skin,
You pull them out quickly,
And hook them back in (I won't ever win).

I'm running away,
You're reeling in the line,
They snag and tear my flesh,
And I let out a whine (As I fall)

I'm falling so hard,
With no way to stop,
I have no will left,
So I let myself drop.

I'm pulling them out,
You're putting them in,
Trying to get away,
But you always win.

I've stopped running,
I won't get away,
You've got a grin,
But I guess I'll just stay.

The holes in my skin,
The holes in my heart,
The holes in my soul,
The holes in everything.

Just like a tree,
With a rope wrapped around it,
It may get hurt,
But it always finds ways to grow around it.