Now...all this chit chat back and forth is very nice...but if pushed my beautiful poems to the bottom..and no one is reading them....so again I say...what about ME??!!??!!

*grin*

here...make me feel better and read this really strange poem I wrote last night...hmm... A Poem just for you!

Nightmares
Sometimes I just sit in mundane existence,
Less than whole.
Isolated,
Detached from the circle.
Having dreams,
Feigning existence,
Rainbow colored visions hang upon the wall,

Shattered nightmares fall to the ground
Artificial memories run through my mind.
And demons escape
Into my reality.

Not seeing them for what they are,
I feel found.

Being lost in the world
Alone and afraid
These demons understand me
Holding out a hand
I feel complete

A false salvation

Being told I have no future
I fall into the past
Into the grasp
Hearing the lies as truth
The truth as lies

Remembering things not what they were
While the harmony altars

Nothing to perceive
I walk these halls of make believe

Rejoicing at having the hurt eradicated
Taken away
I walk from this place
Blind
Hand in hand
With my nightmares

August 18, 2000


yup...strange wouldn't you say?

:)

Ever and always
Me