If I were a street, though, where would I lead from?

Still I would not be paved
Can I still have the trappings?
The facade that fools me too?

Perhaps cobblw stone
to make me feel special
with my decadent guests

Or soft sand and pebbles
stealing my style from the beach I visit
where the people have fun

I would lead to happy places
but also back to the drear
which in in most lives

I'd follow the noisy stream
which would tell me of its adventures
And Id tell myself I am happy not to move

I lead to a place, then back again
It is all a street can do
some pity me for this fact

But it is what ive learned to know
my place in the world i cannot choose
an ordinary thing personified.

Sweet Dreams

When I look into your eyes
Everything I see
Says that the way I feel about you
Is how you feel about me

I want to call it love
But I'm not sure if that's right
Just be assured you're not out of mind
Even though you're out of sight

I ask myself what we've got
And this is all I know
It's just too easy to hold you close
And too damn hard to let you go

When I recover from your caress
And its sweet temptation
I can see that my kiss
Leaves you with a similar sensation

While I may have fallen for you
And your subtle charms
I see the way you look at me
When I hold you in my arms

I see my desire to be close
Reflected in your stare
I see a passion so urgent that
It's almost more than we can bare

Words cannot describe
The feelings in my heart
Whenever I hold you close
Or the regret when we must part

I don't know how you did this to me
What you did or what you said
But I can no longer lie down at night
Without wishing you shared my bed

Yet you seem so far away
That all that I can do
Is remember our time together
Then sleep, and dream of you.

A Poem for Paladin...

You've touched me deeply
My heart and soul
I hold you so dear
You've a heart made of gold

When yesterday you left
Tears rolled down my face
It was so good to know
You were in a safe place

But you had to return
To the place you call home
You're mom, she missed you
Didn't want you to roam.

Just once in this lifetime
A friend like you appears
Keeping us mentally intact
Sharing laughter and tears.

I can't begin to explain
How much you mean to me
Running through my veins
Like water to the sea

To say "Thank You" for all
Just would not do
I love you my friend
And that friend Neil is you.

*Hugs* I miss you already!

I am the creator. And I created this life.
But it is truly no life. No life at all.
It’s all an illusion, but no illusion.
It’s a delusion baby, a delusion of mediocrity.

For the truth comes by and then it leaves me,
The lies they fill, fill and complete me.
And the truth will come but it won’t stay,
The lies what keeps the dark away.

The darkness is truth, there’s truth in the darkness.
But there is no truth. No truth at all.
It’s all a lie, but not a lie.
It is nothing, I’m nothing at all.

For the truth comes by and then it leaves me,
The lies they fill, fill and complete me.
And the truth will come but it won’t sta-ay,
The lies what keeps the dark away.

And the night falls down, it creeps o-ver.
It is dark but there is light, there is no darkness, none at all.
It blinds me baby, but it lets me see.
I am the truth, the all, the me.

I created this life and now I live it,
Why do these dreams have to be so vivid?
But it’s not a dream, no dream at all.
This is the life I live but I don’t want it,
Why does my mind feel so haunted,
Why does my reality seem a dream,
Why can’t my dream be my reality.
I created this life and now I live it,
Why do these dreams have to be so vivid,
But it’s not a dream, no dream at all,
And this is me, that’s me that’s all.

this just came to me as a song, but since it's a little hard considering I don't play an instrument ( well I used to play sax ) and I can't sing anymore ( damn puberty, hehehe) so just imagine it.

8^D

We were talking late that night
Just you and I alone
Your day wasn't all that good I hear
Through the sobbing and the moans

I tried my best to help you out
It was only a warning sign
Little did I know that you
Had your life upon the line

The talk we had ended far beyond
the length of time we talk for
You hung up quick and blocked me out
yet I yearn to talk some more

I went to a party the following night
My problems I did forget
That was until I got the news
the timer had been set

I raced as fast as I could
To see by best all time mate
I found you in a quivering heap
I'm afraid I was too late

Soon after the others arrived
Hurried to our sides
Bit by bit your life ebbed away
Ebbed just like the tides

I held onto you tightly
my grip I would not release
You opens your eyes and muttered
That for once you would have peace

My grip got even tighter
Tears rolled down my cheeks
I was blind not to see at all
What you had experienced these past few weeks

I released my grip as
a soft hand brushed my face
I put you upon your bed as
the chemicals ran their race

I asked to be alone with you
My friends were persistent
Finally they got to leave
And you were getting distant

I sat beside you and looked at you
Asked you why you had done this
Your strength was fleeting but
you had enough to move in for a kiss

I could stop the tears now
Nor could you if we tried
you said it would be easier on us
on yourself if you died

I pressed my forehead against your own
our embrace was soft like goo
Over and over I said to myself
"This just cannot be true"

Pure whiteness surrounds you now
In coffin and in flower
I'll miss you now my dearest friend
My life has just turned sour

I thought about it every night
Since I lost you in my arms
I reached for you all through that time
like leaves upon the palms

Since then the times I have grabbed knives
I've found them pointed toward my chest
My friends and yours stopped me every time
Like you I wanted rest

The past no longer matters now
I'm here and you are dead
It will stay with me throughout my life
Everything that you said

As I leave I turn again
To gaze upon your corpse
You said you'd attend my funeral
We had laughed about it in our talks

My friends are here, they comfort me
I am beginning my life anew
No matter what I think or say
I will always be missing you

Sorry about the punctuation, but I'm not really that happy right now...

I wait in the night for the stars to come out,
not really sure what it's all about,
I wait in the night for the stars to come out,
And all that I feel within me is doubt,
I wait in the night for the stars to come out,
but then I can't help but let out a shout,
of pain, of loss, of the absence of light,
in the cold, dark night.

I lie on my back and I stare at the moon,
the light that it casts is a tremendous boon,
I lie on my back and I stare at the moon,
I'm getting tired, I should go to bed soon,
I lie on my back and I stare at the mooon,
and all of my neighbors think I am a loon,
when I scream out my pain and my sorrow,
and wait for the light of tomorrow.

I wait in the night and I scan the skies,
and something deep down within me dies,
I wait in the night and I scan the skies,
and the words of hope on my lips are lies,
I wait in the night and I scan the skies,
and fill the darkness with my lamenting cries,
for the only light in the enroaching gloom,
is the moon, and soon, it will meet it's doom.

For there are no stars shining brightly above,
there are no signs of an enfolding love,
for there are no stars shining brightly above,
there are no bright pinpoints for bards to sing of,
for there are no stars shining brightly above,
only smog, which can sour the white of a dove,
so I howl of my loss to the polluted air,
and hope that someday my supplanters will dare,
to love, to hope, to show that they care,
to the planet which has had the burden to bear,
to the world the humanity has made it's lair,
to our earth, which once was so shining and fair,

and now only reeks of destruction.

Love Poem

from the depps of my mind, to all of youre eyes, i hope thise is nothing you despice! (sigh, even my intros are in poem form! :)
 Chickens, are yellow
Cats are blue
Im so in love with you

Dogs bark.
Birds flap.
Im in love with you and youre cat

Fish swim.
Cows moo.
But, i am still in love with you.

Kangaroes jump.
Ducks quack.
I fell in love with you like that.

I Know dogs bark,
I know fish swim,
I am just a bit dim,
And I know why, o yes,
i do.

It is because, im mandly
in love
with you!